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(Source: lovequotesrus)
(Source: lovequotesrus)
…pagod na pala ako?
…ayoko na magitiis?
…gusto ko nang kumawala?
May gagawin ka ba o pilit mo lang pagtatakpan ang pagkaduwag mo ng pag-iisip binigay mo lang kung ano ang hiniling ko?
Sa parte ko naman, dapat bang lumayo na talaga kahit ka hindi ito ang tunay kong gusto? Aling sipa ng pride ba ang dapat pairalin? Sa isang banda, gusto kong manatili para mapanindigan yung naging desisyon ko nung umpisa pa lang. Sa kabila naman, gusto kong tumiwalag dahil ayokong matulad sa iba na pinaniniwala sa ilusyon ng maayos at masayang pagsasama kahit na ang totoo’y pinakikisamahan na lamang upang hanggang sa dumating ang itinakdang ‘expiration date’.
Hindi ko alam kung alin sa dalawa ang mas malala. Tiyak lamang na alinman sa mga iyan ang mangyari ay unti-unti nang namamatay ang siglang nahanap ko nung una at maaaring hindi na magbalik pa.
No. I’m not okay. I lied.
If you have to know, I’m scared. I’m scared of getting tired and hating you for always making me feel less even when all the while you trying to make me feel the exact opposite. I hate you for having those stuff I saw in your phone that you usually consciously and considerately hide from me. I hate you for not calling and for underestimating everything which makes me feel you don’t give a sh*t. I hate you for not trying to fix this. I hate you for settling. Most of all, I hate you for making me hate myself for hating you.
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.(Source: imdb.com)
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